On this paticular date something amazing happened. I woke up in my bed nothing strange there. I felt a similar sensation as I came too. I made my way to Bournemouth and trained with Matt. The session started out what I would have called average. After a few big movements and jumps bigger than previous expectations I was hit with the ultimate obstacle.
The double kong in winton, I had never done before. Previous attempts left me fustarted and scared. I preped it a couple of times but knew the decision was to be made. I turned away Matt set the camera in position. Time stood still looking away I viewed a familiar painted white wall that stood tall. I went through a complete life review. Slightly afraid I admited my mistakes. I put aside my expectations of the future or better yet my future.
"I didn't care anymore." A week prior I chose not to go home which let to me meeting a female I had not come across before. Our friendship spwaned and in time we began seeing each other. Despite my expectations in previous months the ups and downs I realise it was out of my control.
Nothing was easy nor was it safe. But I knew it was what I wanted. I was thinking about the bad things that happened across the world and that my shitty pipe dreams only clouded my view on reality. Looking back on this year I was very fustrated, I was upset and I had to experiance all that to achieve something. I know that there is a bigger destiny awaiting all of us. But right this seconded none of it mattered.
I opened my eyes and there I stood facing the painted white wall, I smiled at the thoughts in my head. Happy at how I ended up at this present moment. I has absoulte trust in myself so I turned to face my destiny. I allowed a little suspense to build but soon I began to run towards the somewhat largish wall. I leaped my hands and feet generating power that lifted me high into the air. Travelling towards the second wall my hands planted, all happened so quick. In a blink of an eye I was on my feet facing away on the opposite side from where I took off.
My eyes more open than ever before, my expectations put aside whatever I was feeling was to last a lifetime. I could only feel the sheer excitment for my existance. No regrets.
The following days would only further prove my growth and understanding in this journey. I could not have ever possibly imagined such a feeling. Despite my mistakes I know it was part of growing up.
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