Whilst visiting Corby I went to Derby for the day training with Michael and Andy another corby local. During our trainign we met others along the way who trained with us.
I did a few things that pushed me which I caught on film which I will upload. I then went to the gymnastics club in Derby and met damien walters again as well as other I aint seen in a while.
Many of them are very good and very talented, I picked up a few things from them but others just really come with continuos practice. After leaving the gym the sun was setting and the city was quiet and it was peaceful. I wondered if a similar experiance would follow in Sydney. A beautiful city crowded by day but peaceful as the sun goes down, people commuting to go out with friends or family. It was a very peacful and nice experiance Derby is a beautiful city I must admit.
I felt alittle down once getting of the train at Corby tired indeed I just needed a sit down but I missed my ex. The only reason I can think is normal nostalgia if that is how it's spelt. Missing the fact I was once in a teenage romance that turned into a tedious adult relationship. However they were good times, fun times and it was something I had wished for as I was younger. I do feel alittle lonley but hearing my mums voice reminded me that I am never alone I have a loving family.
With flashbacks of my own performance and others I chuckled at the thought of all the things I wish to achieve. Having my work cut out for me means I have so much to do but its what I want.
Daniel Ilabacas saying helped me overcome a few things "Falling is a choice" to which my responce is "I don't want to fall" Applying care and consideration to my movement. Yes I feel a little lonley but I just miss the past I have come to terms that such a lifestyle would have only held me back to something I know deep down inside I want more than anything.
I wanna do well at what I love and it makes me smile when I know all is possible when setting your mind to it. I have done well so far.
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