Growing up

I start filming tomorrow, I have been training very hard alone, with company and alone some more :P. These days it doesn't make a difference that being said I don't take my friends and other company forgranted this time 2 years ago I surrounded myself by the strangest of people anything was better than nothing at the time.

Anyway I have nearly finished my first year in sports coaching and development in college and it has been fairly quick. I remember starting in September just ending a high on an amazing summer I had just met some great people during that period had a blast with my friends. The same friends I train with now, although the experiance has been quick a lot has happened.

I started out as a some what niave 17 year old who held my ambitions way up high, on top of that I was unsure of the competative surroundings uncertainty within myself. It was just before November that I decided I wanted to be in Urbanfreeflow, so I trained I traveled to Gymnastics alone and tryed hard I sometimes kept to myself.

I never really spoke to the guys at college I kept to myself with my ambitions running crazy in my mind of how I wished to be reminding myself that this will not be forever.

It was shortly after Christmas when I was given a weight vest that I realised how much I wanted things I also got a new camera and shortly after that bought myself a new lens. I filmed a video of my gymnastics in January and posted that on youtube for my friends and parkour associates across the country to see.

That same month I met a really nice girl which has been the first relationship since 2008 :S. Being with her showed me alot of things what it really means to care about someone have feelings and being committed to something. I learnt about balance in life living 2 lives but loving both as much as the other.

I remeber being niave and not really knowing anything about relationships and just jumping to an oppertunity letting everything plan itself out.

So as the new year went on I worked harder at what I wanted I got stronger, smarter and a lot more happier. Now it is nearly June and I am filming a video and shall send it off to Urbanfreeflow. My Parkour training and gymnastics the last month or so has been intense and finally after a year of remaining silent infront of the guys in College I decided to show my skills.

I kept myself cool knowing that what I have been doing has been the most amazing experiance of my life so far.

The people I have met in the last 9 months have really opened my eyes to life and I could not have planned any of this. I don't really plan things these days I just hold those who mean the most to me close by and treat them well as for everything else I let the mystery of life unfold in its own strange way :P.