Well this blog is aimed at me and my plans for going to Austrailia.
I plan on going in 2 years, on my 20th birthday. Now I have been wanting to go for years now but now I am getting older I am becoming more realistic about it and thinking what needs to be done before hand.
I mentioned how I hit a wall in Parkour where I'm like ok now what, then came to the point where I knew risk factors and all that bollocks doesn't mean anything in Parkour when it comes to the moment itself. Well I was hit with another factor, I am not all that perfect.
Bad days come and go this was in my mind. I took a rest from Parkour for a few days I go gym and mentally I was tired and doubtful. So I make my way to the soft floor where its difficult to land anything it made me realise how much leg strength I can gain. I noticed I can train harder with my ankle weights, weight vest and other equipment. I hit a wall, I climb the wall, I fall down. I train and condition I become physically stronger and gain more mental abilities to over come the wall.
This applies to what I hope to achieve in the future, I am getting better at Parkour and Gymnastics but I can't stop hear this is still the early stages of my development. I am struck with the hard reality.
"I have a fair bit of free time on my hands don't waste it on fucking facebook :P."
The other simple logic applying a little more intensity to my work outs. Also don't back down on the night sessions by the Portland school, little pactice is better than none.
I have achieved a fair bit in the last month or so but I set the bar higher, I am preparing myself for whatever journeys await for me in Austrailia. I may seek commerial work, film, tv who knows it is silly to think at this point I can only really go with what I have now.
Parkour, gymnastics and other stuff like getting a small job to get some more money behind me and into my savers account. I sense how much further I can push with Parkour it's there staring me in the face.
In a way it stares all of us in the face, the ability to become great at what we wish to become. It takes hard training , dedication and time. It takes more things but anyway what I am getting at is tht after gymnastics I went to some party at this club I was there for 10 minutes and looked around I recognise alot of faces, some from college others from around town.
It made me think some of these guys are "dedicated athletes" some of their aims are high but this aint possible if they fuck around in clubs. I wasn't to bothered about what they did I just looked back at myself glad that I came to this club to remind myself what I want.
I already know what I want I noticed the bar has been raised for my expectations. I am learning and transforming into an adult as I know approach 18. It's a strange process. I don't know what else to say except I know what has to be done. :)
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