Willpower

So I have been training I feel myself getting stronger. Its only been a week since I started it so the results wont show straight away. Parkour training is going great I push myself I'm becoming confiedent and I'm happier.

Gymnastics is great also tricks are becoming easier to pull of. On sunday I was training with a friend of mine and we were climbing a cliff and I never knew how weak I really was when it came to climbing. But I decided to keep on going and I will keep on climbing until it becomes easier.

Now in my life with new boundries I take complex situations as a test to me. A test for my Willpower. I have been involved with a girl for the past week but deep down I feel that it is just a waste of time. She has her life and I have mine I try listening to her I try my best to understand her but I personally feel inexperainced at this time to really help her or fully understand her. I feel my Willpower being tested to simply move along and continue with my training with my friends. The willpower to put all emotional needs and egotistic feelings aside and purse what really matters to me.

So if I have to put it behind me and set my emotions aside then that is what I shall do.