As I said before the back injury as gave me time to think, time to get to know myself. Recently I have spoken to a few friends of mine and told them how I really felt about certain things in my life.
I told them that I would sometimes lie about my progression to make me sound better than I really was. One truth solves a thousand lies. Being honest with them as well as myself felt good, the reason was in the past I trained alone and wanted people to admire me for it. However things have changed I train in a gym with very experianced people who are friendly and have played an important role in my progression.
Seeing their attitudes and respects towards their lifestyle must of opened my eyes in a way as I grow closer to 17 I feel more commited to my ambitions and lifestyles. 17 might not sound old but it is not the age that matters it is what I learn that matters, you dont need to be old to grow as a human being.
So all those small lies and big headed like attitude thats all in the past because what I have experianced in the past 2-3 months is bigger than all that. This is not just a hobby or a way to keep fit this is life and a whole new vision. I see myself in a different way almost everyday, I know my ways of right and wrong and also I see what makes me different from other groups of people. Rather than feel let down of different for my odd views I keep on going and let life unfold in its natrual way.
This is still the start of a very long journey ;)
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